The worst hurt ever.
I feel that it is probably worse than losing a limb(not that I've lost a limb but I can only imagine), having a loved one die or even dying yourself. The worst hurt ever is knowing that the one that your are head over heals in love with is in love with someone else and you are nothing to them. Maybe that's a stupid teenage thing but I can't imagine anything worse. Knowing that you would do anything for someone but to them, you are nothing. That has got to be the worst. If there is anything worse, I would love to hear it.
Pt. II
Distrations are great.
I think distractions are great...they just don't last long enough. Working out for example is an example. While I work out, I focus on nothing but myself...but when I'm done, everything else comes back into view. That sucks...
Ah well...not a very good blog posting but it's what I'm feeling.
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Hang in there! It does get better. Lucky for you your glass is overflowing with people and family who love you and would do anything for you!! Sometimes the greatest gifts come from the worst hurts. Great lessons are learned from difficult times. I often pray for the strength to get me through the lesson before I crack under the pressure. You will get through this I promise. I am always here to talk to.
ReplyDeleteMike,,,be thankful it happened now,,,and the golden lining is that you have your 2 beautiful kids!!! Trust that the pain will subside, allow yourself to grow thru the process,,,you WILL get thru it!! You are doing a great job!
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